oh cg how well you put that ,yes life does go on and we have to live it not them not your children or your mothers or mothers in laws or anybody
else but you and you make the decisions in life so you bare the consequences .

im not fussed ,i just felt realy weird for some odd reason that i had turned fifty and even though i have had other birthdays of course
because its been three years since we spoke ,it just felt strange fifty is like a turning point for me im like wow im fifty years old
geesh where did all them years go and sorta went back into old memories, i think thats where i had to stop old memories are not
good ones for me some good some horrid.

but life goes on and what everybody is saying to me its not you that should be sad its your mum, because i have a cupboard full
of cards from people and pressies and have been told i am one of the most amazing people that anybody has ever met so gee
i cant be all that bad hey, and there is not a soul out there that doesnt know that my husband adores me and cherishes me with
all his heart ,yet my mother refuses to get along with him.

oh well another day another life, its her loss not mine .

i hope you had a fantastic day cg and thanks for the well wishes xxxxx