my god!!!!!!!!! I feel absolutely bloody horrible, physically sick, I hadn't heard any news on radio or tv until we were on the spirit coming home,

I imediately had to sit down, my knees gave out, it was a physical blow, I grabbed a phone to try to arrange a fire dozer for myself to help but was turned away, I immediately withdrew all my cash that I could spare and donated it to the appeal, I still cannot believe it, all those lives, homes, possesions gone

my heart goes out to all those people and just wish I could do more, dave and wendy, I feel for you, try to stay safe